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update and picture [Nov. 15th, 2005|12:38 am]
[mood |who cares]

yeah i havent updated lately because there was no reason to, there still isnt. but heres an update so yeah. my hearts breaking, i dont really care anymore. I dont care about alot of things anymore.
so anyway, yeah...
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So yeah [Oct. 25th, 2005|10:02 am]
[mood |scaredscared]

..I need Patrick's help. I just don't know where he is. But he's the only one that can really help me with this topic. I guess I will wait and tell him when i see him next and won't post it for everyone else. That way nobody can think "shes always depressed". I'm not, really, only when it comes to two topics. And Patrick knowns one of them. Anyway bye.
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... [Sep. 29th, 2005|08:32 pm]
It seems as though I only update when I need to rant or am depressed. This is like those times
I'm depressed but I can't seem to find out why. Maybe because I'm sick and it's been raining for 26 hours straight..nearly..maybe not that whole time but when it wasnt pouring it was drizzling and it just now stopped.
I have to work tomorrow, was supposed to today but being in a kitchen while sick isn't too smart. Anyway I'm going to go.
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so yeah [Sep. 13th, 2005|11:37 pm]
[music |Howie Day- Sorry So Sorry]

The brother is being an asshole again, but that's really nothing new. He was cussing at my dad so I was like don't freaking cuss at him and he got in a even worse mood so i was like fu** you get your happy ass to bed.

Anyway I got a laptop the other day and I'm in the process of downloading my programs, I do that at work, when i dont have to work like today because we have wireless internet there and it's so much faster than dial up.

I'm changing my internet password tomorrow to be a bitch. My brother is on 95% of the time and its my internet, I pay the bill, he doesnt help so I'm entitled..cut him off cold turkey from his "little" chatroom addiction. Anyway I'll be on later!
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pic! [Sep. 1st, 2005|01:11 am]
[mood |happyhappy]

oh oh its a picture of me! lol my hair is actually straight in this one...don't know how i did it
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school [Aug. 31st, 2005|09:51 am]
[mood |tiredtired]

So i started classes yesterday and I already have homework..poop...but oh well at least I can concentrate on that one class. Anyway I'm still refusing to be sick :) cant afford it. I'm going to have to find a second job cuz the restaurant I'm working at is going to only be open Friday Saturday and Sunday starting next week so I dunno where to look.
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I suppose [Aug. 27th, 2005|08:50 pm]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |seventy by seven- Brand New]

I guess I should update.

I think I'm getting sick, but I refuse! I can't be sick, have to work and go to school.
Plus I've been depressed and trying to shake it, but it won't seem to go away, I don't know why.
Well that's not true, I do know why but I'm not telling. I just need some answers it just doesn't look like I'm going to get them from the source for a while. Butthead.
I don't get depressed over guys, except this time and I don't like it. So I've been pouring myself into work to get my mind off stuff and when I get home I get online for a while then read myself into exhaustion.
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cars so suck [Aug. 15th, 2005|11:16 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |Black Balloon- Goo Goo Dolls]

I was driving watching my gauges that kind of stuff then i get to a stop light in town and my car dies. At first i thought it was just because i didnt downshift or something so i tried starting and it makes a weird sound but not like the sound of just clicking, it was trying to start so i reach over and turn my hazards on and the light turns green yet people keep honking at me so im like sry its not my fault. then these people pull over and help me get to the side of the road so im not in the way and proceed to let me use their cell so i can call my dad to have him come pick me up. In the meantime im looking under my hood,getting weird looks from guys, and all i can come up with is its the timing belt. so when dad gets there an hour later, he's like 'its the timing belt' im like no shit i knew that a while ago. So we tow it down to a shop and leave it there so i can get the estimate tomorrow. now im without a car, i have my truck but it gets like 14 miles per gallon for gas so icant afford to drive it much. and because of our stupid president the gas prices are outta the roof, its 2.59 right now but supposed to be 4.00 by labor day. its not all him but i like to think so because i HATE bush. anyway im gonna stop complaining now and get going.
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weeeeee [Aug. 13th, 2005|08:56 am]
Ok so I wont be on till tomorrow or monday, going to the sisters to watch sisters and niece, swimming time :). Anyway work tomorrow but might be starting to cook so they might keep me till close so I'll talk to ya when i talk to ya. have a good weekend.
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let it rain [Aug. 12th, 2005|12:09 am]
Yay it's been raining, I love rain but it's also be humid...i know i know humidity in NM yea right. But it has been the last few weeks. Rains nearly every afternoon and night.
Tonight at work I filled in for the pizza guy...i work at an Italian restaurant as a prep cook...I learned how to toss the dough up its fun and all that...i just have to make sure it doesnt hit the ceiling. Low ceilings and tossing dough up towards it kinda not a good combination but it saves time in rolling out the dough so yeah! Anyway the boss is gonna start training me to be a chef and she was like, "we'll pay for you to go get your servers license. They only have 2 people with servers licenses but its a small restaurant and town anyway but when the boss isnt there, like this weekend, it leaves one person what if we got busy? but if i had mine! i could serve alcohol and there wouldn't be a problem.
So anyway, school starts on the 29th, it's expensive for me since i have to pay for it by myself. 600 bux just for the class, not to mention books and paper and pens and the likes. plus gas to get to school... i'm only gonna be taking one class but then i can focus on that class and get a good grade. good thing its a community college and i dont have to be full time. leaves me more time for work so i can save money and go to school in ohio like i wanted to in the first place *damn financial aid people*

well im gonna head to bed. Adieux!
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